Crazy thoughts

Some people say that death is one of the worst thing to happen to someone, Well not to this writer here who tends to differ with every reason of it, I think having feelings for someone you should let go Is the worst, Watching them move on gives you the thought that everything meant nothing, Watching them fade away from your memories is more like a stab to the heart, Acting like it doesn’t hurt you every time you see them, is the worst to endure, Wanting to hold them again but you can’t since they don’t feel the same, What hurts the most is that you get trapped in those memories and yet it seems like a fantasy, Wanting to go back in time to hold them again Since that’s what you ever wanted, Yet it sadness that they don’t look at you the same way yet you still get lost in their eyes, You try to get over them, or pretend to do so, trying to convince yourself you hate, but you don’t, They still have that great effect on you, but you are forced to forget it all, That’s the great torture love offers and yet people ask why I find to love hard, It is because thy loved once and love tortured But I don't think I will everforget that I was once in love with them. - keep smiling : )