crazy addiction

5 years back ,it came as an escape crazy how now I'm trying to get away l can't help it the further l pull the more it draws me in trapped in a cycle with no way out the sliver of hope that l have that too like sand is slowly passing through my fingers l can no longer grasp yelling is futile crying won't help slowing each moment it sucks me in deeper at last lve accepted my fate After all it was my crazy addiction.