Crazy

Have you ever been hurt to the extent that it just doesn't hurt anymore, The tears that falls like down like a raging storm now refuses to fall But instead pours in my heart, I can feel the tears,the sorrow beging to be let loose, But even I don't know how to let them stream out, I am indifferent to my own life as though I have given up totally, Yet I make others happy like a dense happy clown, It sucks right yes life sucks, I'm afraid to love in fear of being deserted and betrayed, I would love to have someone to call my own yet when they do come I get irritated and ichy Crazy right,you haven't even seen the definition of crazy I find solitude in an invisible voice that lingers over me at all time, I find comfort in going to the land of imagination when all things come true and I detest being pulled out to reality, It brings delight to me upon spotting a pang of pain in people's eyes Crazy right To all those curious I am the epitome of crazy F.H Poetica ✍️✍️