crazy

I just want to disappear bleeding red from burning tears smelling smoke comes from my wound sniffing cold to get approved staying all night overthinking cracking bones after drinking, thinking: How long has it been? that looking out my window heart hears shooting stars come to the start the words are fusing into metal that gets processed into a battle that hits me from the back I'll see my skin gets burnt from red to green makes me think of the mean body that stands there sorry going from me I just watch them falling over over the words that I scattered for her I don't know why I am saying my heart beats mad, I am thinking lying in my bed and crying for my mental health is dieing the puzzle ends its making sense words come back and back again just throw them up into the sky the pitch black might eat it alive hopefully I forget soon because I'm falling from the moon please don't cut me up again I'm begging for my helpless friend my ribs come off I cannot move just end it here I cannot prove that take was bad, I do not disapprove