cracking

breathing breathing then I choke as the air I breathe fills with smoke as my world begins to burn I rush to aid your wounds while my mind is burning I'm cleaning the ash off your shoes I'm crawling on these egg shells while my skin is like porcelain being so careful as to not crack the egg shells my own shell begins to crack the shell that holds back my storm the war that rages inside I'm cracking I feel it falling apart and I can't control it begging reaching out my hands begging you to please just understand understand that when I break and u feel the heat on ur face plz don't shy away from the only person who had stayed the person who stayed when you're mind was once stained