Copycat- perfect lies

who'd honestly answer with pretty lies telling them "I'm fine." who's honestly answer "I'm good hbu" knowing all these scars in my wrist is just one thing I can escape with this cruelt. I'm hoping someone knows how I feel but I hope they understand me too. I could never explain my self, because all I do is just copy people for no reason to be pretty as them. to be perfect as them. to be good as them. because when I'm myself, they dislike myself.