Control

I manage to get out  Of the place you were in  The place you would shout  But I can't throw it in a bin The trauma I carry  Because of you  Is scarier than bloody mary I hope you know it's true When you touched me  Inappropriately  I pushed you off and you still didn't see You couldn't control yourself properly  You scared me for life  I don't think you understand That I really want my knife  Because of your stupid hand  I had a panic attack Because you can't control There's a lot you lack  You take a mental and physical toll I'm never going to miss you  You made me hate me more  Because of everything you do  And that's why I walked out the door Even your voice is too much  You in general trigger me a lot  Especially your touch  “It’s okay” you thought