❤Conner❤

In the quiet moments when I am alone with my thoughts my mind wanders to you, Conner I see your smile in my dreams hear your voice in the wind feel your presence all around me But when I wake up, you are gone again, and reality comes crashing down The silence of your absence fills the room like a heavy fog weighing on my heart like a stone I miss everything about you- your laughter, your smile the way you would hug me tight It's been so long since I've seen you, since we shared a moment together and it hurts more each passing day Sometimes I feel lost without you, like a ship adrift at sea searching for its lighthouse I wonder where you are now, if you think of me as often as I do of you if you know how much I love and miss you My oldest son, Conner - my light, my joy, my everything I love And Miss You