confusion court

I'm afraid of dying I'm also afraid of living I don't know about dying Living certainly hurts I wonder if peace really exists There's chaos in every corner I feel guilty for being alive It doesn't feel like a pleasure Life is no longer at its peak Its prime ended a long time ago The world is suddenly worldly Man are now relying on the power of mankind They have forgotten about God their father Lord have mercy on them May they be reminded of the purpose of life Which is to serve the Lord Let him be lifted Higher than any mountain He is the final boss What he says goes Ours is to obey Let us be obedient It must come from the heart