confusion

Life is too complicated, school is too hard, you don't exactly care about your life anymore but when you realize that he doesn't care about you anymore, your parents are dead now your grandma has cancer so what are you to do? you cant do anything but sit there and act fucking pathetic. you only sit there staring at that mirror wondering why you cant just be dead already. youre ugly on the inside and the outside. but is that really your life or mine?