Confused Love

Sitting all day thinking Being loved by my bestie but do not know how to express it confused in a lot of memories How possible? just want to be loved by a sweetheart but do not want to disappoint my dear one confused so much in my whole heart. Do not know the real feeling of my lover. never want to heart broken am I even allowed to follow my heart? confused!!do not even know what I want True love!! just want to be loved by the right man that's all I need ..rest on a warm shoulder. and get the sweetest life I want