confused

Low, Lost let's say annoyed, Annoyed to what, To what I don't understand, Doesn't make sense anymore, Wish I could explain it better, I want to smile, Smile to the sadness, Sadness to emptiness, Just doesn't feel right anymore, Confusion is all I have, Wish I could explain it better, I don't relate to you, Cause I never felt this shity, Don't try to make mh feel better, Better just doesn't make sense anymore, Empty and alive, Wish I could explain it better, By Nerka 🌹