Confession (Part 3)

It doesn’t mean that if you attended psychosocial counseling or went to therapy once, you’re now okay; it takes a lot of time But this problem of mine, I don’t know if I will still keep it here I don’t know if I will carry this forever Separated parents There is no choice; just accept it I’m afraid to be the leader So, pick someone greater I’m afraid to take responsibility What if our group failed because of me? Do you feel blue? I will make jokes for you Does my joke make you happy? I hope I've lightened up your mood Do not ever give up on your dreams; keep going, understood? Where did I even have the courage to even call myself gorgeous, hun’? If they laugh at me, will I run? You can’t directly look happy at me in the mirror They said, "You have the cure." I can’t even accept myself Overthinking that most of them left Because of my bad personality Problems, when will you let me go? You only think of me as a lazy person I’m sorry, but I like to do chores on my own I wish I had amnesia Or I’m in a coma