Condemned

I've foresaken you, therefore I do not deserve life.  I let you slip away, my star. Now i'm lost throughout the night.  I pray to the gods every second of the day for them to strike me down.  I pray to you at nightfall as I lay, as if you can even hear me right now.  Why can't you understand that you're all that there is for me? You simply never could.  I watch my life slip away as you slip from my fingertips. Maybe it's for your own good.  We planned our whole future together. Ibuilt my existence around You.  And now that you're gone I  fear I have no future at all , for I have nothing else to lose.  Love is one of the most deadliest diseases, they say. And truly, I believe them.  I've fallen ill. I bear the curse of being lovesick, for I am condemned.