Comprehending

Wasn't the one she wanted Was a moment of magic A moment away from sadness that ended up tragic Not the one she wants For a moment I thought I was all she saw I contemplated her touch in every possible way Each and everyday I feel her fragrance I feel her heart gasp for air And I wonder if she really cares And if she wonders about me If I'm someone she wants to see But In reality it's a thought It's all a fantasy An elaborate plot and scheme Wish I wasn't the writer For I am hurting And painfully so