comparisim

oh my god,I made a mistake well to me it's not a mistake,but I lost my self in our love utterly I lost my self to you to tell the truth,am not rich am not good enough for anyone,not even my parents my mother once claimed that I wanted to kill her...well that's not what I want to tell you but hope your ready I don't have fancy clothes,houses or cars but I do have love....I always sent but never received so hope you can also feel my love people usually say"being the first born is hard"but for me my life is can't even recall how many cuts I had on my wrists being compared to people,yes am the only child I have to bear the burden but it's hard..... many heart breaking words action were done to me...am already a failure to them so what's the use of going on..... this ain't about me but I hope I treat you good,coz I don't like making people cry...in my mother's eyes 😭 😭 things can be forgiven but they can never be forgotten