Combination

The idea of death sometimes lingers in my mind So much hate and prejudice; How can the world be so blind? A deep sleep, induced by my demons When I leave this world, who would honestly come and see me ? An endless night of benzos and liquor A deadly combination, the idea of death lingers Will you miss me when I'm gone ? Just forget about me, for time moves on I'm hanging by a thread, I swear While I mask my feelings and hold back my tears The idea of death lingers