Colors

your heart is sweet, its yellow and warm unlike mine, it suffers and it is not your fault for it to be blue and cold this will never be your fault. one day I am scared scared your feelings may turn into a green hue eventually being sick of me eventually realizing that I'm not good for you realizing that you could "do better" I am scared to loose you I am scared of you moving on scared of you leaving and never looking back, im scared you'll leave me to leave and act like I never existed to have someone say my name just for you to cringe I do not want to have to loose my other half. you make me feel secure. your yellow has been the light of my life, and yet I know you get stressed out by me, thinking "when is this going to end" always being my light on the darkness when I overthink you've always held my hand everyday I pray to God that I can marry this angel that he had sent to me, the light of my life, the person who cares, the one man who makes me feel human, and even after all this, you still tell me, everyday, that 'opposites attract" as I did the first time we met 662 days, almost 2 years ago. I guess you were Right I could never ask for anyone, or anything better than my yellow.