Collage

I'm a collage of every mistake i have ever made. a mural of criticism and self loathing. and each mistake comes with its fair share of grovelling. your pity wouldn't be enough, to admire the art I've made of myself. and if you come to love me, I'll hide this mural, and cover it, patch it with gold in the cracks. this collage, I am ashamed of, no matter how hard i hide it, the ones I love find it nonetheless. Until I learn to grow from this ugly mural, and paint better pictures. I don't think I'll ever reveal what's behind the door.