Cold January

It's january and not december, how does this month seems so colder? I can't feel the christmas before, it's not cold and it feels hotter, Oh I remember, I used to love colder weather, but now I'm freezing, everytime rain is dropping How sad it is? knowing how past is greater than present, having someone who you love more than your parent, how I miss his voice and scent, it's tragic but taking him away is meant.