Clueless

Searching for something I can never have maybe I'm better off without trapped in a world I clearly understand then why do I have so many doubts I look in the mirror, no reflection is there it seems I'm always alone, everywhere a beast am I, creature, monster of fright beautiful, gorgeous, a marvelous sight I long for love and affection from a woman whose all mine I realize now that I will never have it maybe next lifetime.