closed lips

Lips are sealed, Scared to voice out my fears , Lips are closed tight, Scared to hear my sobs at night. Thoughts are rumbling, Keeping me awake in the middle of the night, Words that want to be spoke, But afraid to ruin the night. Been holding this heaviness im feeling, For quite a long time now. When loneliness is coming, It never fails to keep my tears at falling. Fears is always winning, Keeping me stock in losing. When will i ever have the courage, To speak out my thoughts, that kept hiding. Hundreds of unsaid thought wants to speak, But thousands of tears is speaking, How can they see, When its all in the bottom of the sea.