Circular Nights

Recently, the nights and days have just blended together like a chewed up ball of mesh. day and night, the world just flies by slowly changing and growing ,but here I am stuck not moving as if time has stopped for me, though this is not the good kind of time stop. it's not the like when time stops when you are with your favorite person or making happy memories. No. This is the time stop that feels empty and makes you feel desperate and weak yearning for something that you don't even know of. Night and day is like an endless circle of depressing thoughts and endless taunting and hurting. At this point, what is the difference between the night and day but a bit of light in the sky.