Choose me

If I can tell myself something, what will it be? The first, I will tell my inner me. We made it. I wanted the storm. They try to break me. But you feel my pain when you know everything. You were with me in my dark days. Now we have lived a better. Because we didn't give up on love. But we have to gear our shield. Because of it, we fell hard. Just wanted to stay true to myself. I just wanted to be free from the past. Too much pain and doubt. Too much-unbroken promise. But with all that pain. Come, all that love she got back from her heart. Her kids are her heart. You have to protect your children. With you, your life. One thing I can, that you are strong. But you don't feel it. You are numb by all that pain. Hearing him tell you you are nothing in one ear. Hearing god in the other ears, saying you are everything. You are a savior. You are loved. But when I look back. I can tell, feel the pain. Don't know how to let go of the past. The fear of the unknown. Scared that the past will catch up. But you are strong. You will always have a big heart. Maybe that is your fault. Just keep pushing forward. So you can find yourself again. Keep on those stop signs. Follow the past god gave you. But fears will try to stop y