choking

Here I am got no one to lean on my heart drenching in its own pain my mind trapped in its own place I'm choked by my own tears choked by my own cries my pain never fades away I tried to heal but my mind is telling me otherwise my heart got pained my mind refuses to trust again choking in my own insecurities choking in my own dilemma my own pain, my own anxiety thoughts of killing myself tried to choke my mind but I refuse to be choked by my own nightmares I will fight , I will stop being choked.