Choices let loose

Really don't want to think enough what drives me crazy does its work Anyhow I'm just stuck in this world Of me breaking down and rising up Dare I say I never wanted to Lose it all and set myself on loose But any day if u do Ask me bout it, my answer will be yes I choose I am so into this shell I have Of my existence that runs on love Even if my body cries let it go My mind says back you cant my love My desires run wild beyond the shore Never knowing when to hault Or just to pause It's me in the end, with all the fault I'm the one who loves the pain And pours the salt .... ✨