Choices!!

"Being the 2nd to every choice makes you believe that you are your 1st." For those who know me know that I endure everything at first. I don't speak out loud if I get hurt, I endure the pain. I observe , test the person to their limits. I ignore those small outlets that hurt me. I forgive till my capacity, Till the person crosses the limit. And then I click the shut down button. I walk off, Then either u beg me, die for me , cry or regret I never look back. So if I'm there I'm there to my fullest, Ignore most of the flaws, But once I'm gone, I'm never to return!!!!