child's day instead

I know i couldnt be the best mother, becoz i've never been a normal mother or been anything normal at all But i'm saving so many adventures we can do together and lots of memories to make I wish to be in your memory that when you remember me, you remember peace and love of all kinds, to remember beauty in life and within you I know as well that you will love me despite all and that you will help me grow too loving myself as you grow loving yourself I want to be together in this kind of growth I want you to share my journey with me I dont want to fake a perfect mother im not I hope you understand this oneday And i can't wait to show you and teach you about life as i know it Unlike any motherhood of absolute giving, i wish my motherhood to be sonhood instead You to take care of me and show me that a son can heal a mother with love without any condition.. My baby,,,, "happy together " day and many days to come see you fill my heart with joy