Chess game

I wish my life was like a movie, not any kind of movie but a movie where I was the main character the overpower,and beautiful main character well reality was different I was not bullied but I flet like I was people stared at me while whispering looked at me like I was some kind of clown they didn't known me and know how I felt they didn't know every night I went in dark corner where I couldn't see myself and be ashame of how look or be ashamed of everything about me they knew that I knew they were talking about me but they didn't care , they just laughed and passed by like they were doing nothing wrong I was tierd of everything tired of see myself being ridicule by people who never sit down and took time to know me and I was tired of being move without my permission in a chess game everything about my life was overwhelming but I Couldn't do anything I was just waiting for their next move I couldn't contorl myself I was being control I was being move by something or someone it was like a chess game a chess game where there was no chance of me winning I couldn't win I was like a scared rat waiting for the danger to go away But I wanted win not the game but for myself