Cheating X

oh how you were so precious to her, but why weren't I precious to you? you said you were loyal. you said you'll never cheat, but who are you now? yet I believe you won't cheat, oh how much of a fool of me. so stupid to love you, so stupid to like you. you weren't the enemy, it just broke my heart. I don't mean that it's your fault, I understand that we lose feelings but it hurts, fool. yet a mixed feelings, sweet pure anger, yet understanding feelings. how could I ever fall to your pretty lies? when you said "I'm loyal" why would I think it isn't a lie? so stupid. it ached my heart, but I don't know why I felt that. dear, hope you have fun with that fucking girl. I won't be obsessed, but I can't stop stalking you.