Changes

You know that what happened will not come back and you can't avoid what will happen. When you wake up every morning with it that you are going to experience the same stress again. You miss everything, everything is familiar what you knew as your own fist. You just remember with a smile how the sun always shone so brightly. Change hurts and it's hard to get used to it there will be fear that everything will fail again. Times are changing for the better but the memories are here again and again. You see the moon rising he looks different even if you've seen him a hundred times. You recognize that familiar laugh which is quietly coming from your childhood. You are walking into a new world with fear of what will happen next. You walk on and forward you try not to give up and give it back.