changes

I hate changes im so used to my current lifestyle that I'm afraid of change. I keep that same routine wake up, eat, work, play, and back to bed. Feeling miserable is my comfort zone. My depression comes banging at my head, I continue as is. The anxiety, panic attacks are my excitement for the day. Hey man why don't you change, why don't you smile more, depression is a choice. If it is a choice heck man I must really love it. Take some xanax it will help, melontonin?. No thanks I think I'm gonna talk to God more this yea