Carried Away

I thought my dad doesn't have any past problems, and moved on from all of the things that broked him, but I was so wrong, I'm actually very shocked when my father let us stayed in the car for a moment to talk something out and I was shocked that he cried, and that is the most painful thing I've ever seen, cause I've never ever seen my dad cried in my entire life, it's like my soul just left my body i felt the guilt inside me, knowing he kept all the pain inside him, but actually telling himself that he's the "WORST DAD EVER" of course I cried too, i did not expect him to be so emotional, i always loved him, but don't have the courage to tell him that he will only be my ride or die and would never replace him of all the things that the world will offer.