Captured By The Past

My Past is catching up to me , The life I had given up , Has never seemed so beautiful . It calls so earnestly for me, And I yearn so greatly for it. No day goes by that I'm not reminding of the bliss. No step taken that I'm not assured of my desires. Deep down it's where I long to be, And even deeper I'm aware it'd be my destruction. As the plants stretch out for light, So do I run after my destruction. But with any decision made, The chains around my neck are yanked even harder. The future I need is as clear as crystal , But my end is as alluring as the siren's song . It's a simple choice to make, Nothing that needs explanation . I break of the chains and I run into darkness' embrace.