Cant Sleep

Can't sleep for shit when I lay my head Anticipating unconsciousness while strewn across this bed. Blanket over top, pillow below my neck Eyes closed, breathing slow Hours passing by, why... why must it be So hard to achieve. What's it gonna take This is not how I planned disbursing my day I went to bed. Just before eight Disrupted and now unfortunately I'm awake I can't catch a break. All i want, is to lay My head, strewn across this bed pillow Below my neck i want is to slip into a slumber But instead, I'm stuck having to wonder Do I continue to fight it, lie here wide awake I can't catch a break, whats it gonna take Was it all a waste how do I get into that state ceej ayy Jan 14th, 2025