can't do it anymore

I stay up all night, lost in my thoughts of despair. Wondering why I'm not important, feeling so bare. I feel useless, like a burden, ready to say goodbye. Just wanna die, escape this pain, no longer want to try. I search for meaning, a purpose, a reason to exist. But all I find is emptiness, a void that can't be missed. I long for love, acceptance, to feel like I belong. But all I feel is loneliness, like I'm always wrong. I cry myself to sleep, wishing for a better day. Hoping that tomorrow, things will finally go my way. But deep down, I know, the darkness won't subside. I'll keep on wondering why, until the day I finally die.