can't cry no more

Thought crying helps ease your mind turns out it's just an escape to face it she was kid who cried at smallest things thinking it would help she cried tears of joy pain laughter now there's no tears left the women I have become hurts my soul..she lost things she was capable of she only cried and ran not knowing facing them was an option too only if she had choosen to face them she could have been at better place not blaming herself and crying besides toilet but learning life she wanted She lost the parts of her everytime she begged for another chance hoping it would turn good only for it to be another lesson she is too tired to do it all again so here she sits writing poem number three get again hoping it to be another thrill Only for it to turn terror and scar her for life