Can we go back

Your green eyes glisten in the light Your smile warms my heart in a way nothing else has Can we go back to January 26th, when you hugged me so tenderly. I felt safe in your arms, as if I mattered. I smiled the rest of the day Your voice is calming, the way you speak so gently to me Can we go back to the way things were Your soft hands brushing against mine as you get closer to me Your soft brown hair brushing against my face The feeling I get being around you I need you I need you to be happy I want you I want to be with you I want to be the one you think about each morning I want to be the one to make you happy I want to be the one to be there for you You make me feel a way nobody else has Can we go back to the day we splashed in the water, I still remember our smiles as we giggled. You gave me your sweater to help me dry off. I can always be myself around you Can we go back to the way things were The way you cared for me The way you treated me You are the reason I am still here You saved me You filled a void within me You are my motivation I love you. I wish I had the guts to tell you because now it's too late, now I sit in regret. Now I lost you. Can we go back?