Can I ever find you

I wish they knew that it kills you, Watching her smile without you, In a window seat on a plane, Above the world looking in. What pain it is to wish for the stars, That are looking at another guy. But I'm still happy knowing there's hope, that maybe Orion's belt will turn and look at me. And maybe with some luck you'd see me too, And we can finally make it through. Just me and you. But even now, I fight desperation hoping that it won't drift you further into the galaxy, That I would lose you and this part of my life right after I found it fixed. But how on earth can I find you if you're running away from me too as first as you're running away from yourself.