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Why is this happening? I want this year to be a better year. I want this year to be a good year. Please, Lord, I can't have the darkness anymore. So please help me, Lord. I just can't have this happen. I deserve to be happy. Maybe it's best to leave to solve it all. To fix it all and get rid of it all. The darkness I'm not sure I never meant to cause trouble. But it's seems that's all that happened. So maybe all can be done is to leave. Im not trying to run, though, and I don't want to leave. But all we have ever done is get upset with each other. So what else is there to do? I don't know what else to do. What else I can do.