Can anyone tell me

What's real How to feel Can anyone tell me what's wrong with me What it means to be free Can anyone tell me the reason for my insanity And yet I smile with such vanity Can anyone tell me why when I smile it feels fake Take my happiness and destroy it Just tell me Why I dance with death and why it seems best Tell me would anyone think less of me shouldn't have expected much anyway Can anyone tell me Why are there people flooding this room but I'm drowning in silence and loneliness stabs at my unstable heart Just rip it apart tell me do I fall to easy tell me should hurt when they leave when they say I love you then never say anything anymore can anyone tell me