but it's fine...I guess

I know you're growing bored of me. And I know you want her instead , which is fine I guess , our games we played use to be all I looked forward too , and yeah , I guess all good things come to an end, but I loved you and I don't know if you really realized it , I think you think I only say it to play with your feelings, but I don't, I mean it , but it's fine , I guess we both has our groups of 3 . The one we can't leave The other person (you) And the one no one is supposed to find out about but we both know there's someone else , Now and then the occasional fling , who we flirt with and move on , I guess we're very similar in more ways than we realize , but it's okay I love you and I always will have loved you. I don't want us to end , and I don't think we will just yet , it's just , You were so sweet in the beginning, my dirty little secret , you made me promise to keep it , and yeah , I guess I just miss the hit you use to give me , it's not like you don't give me that hit anymore , it's just , I feel you fading away. And you don't put as much effort into me anymore. But it's okay , it only hurts everytime I think about it. No biggie.