Busy

sometimes I miss them, when they are right here, and when I try to tell them, they say, "I'm right here", but what they don't realize is they're not, their perception's a lil dizzy, they're all up in their head, to me they're just, busy. busy is the word I use, when we are lost in thought, you'll think you're part of things, when actually you're not, you're busy. all up in your head I said, fixation, feelings of dread, the voice won't slow, or quiet down, the feelings having spread, you're busy. I get it too, sometimes, all the time, maybe. I try to distract from the things I don't like, and those distractions last me days, my spouse must feel the same way sometimes, I mostly feel bad, if we're not in each other's lives at all, when both of us are, just, busy.