Burnt Out - Pt. 1

Feeling drained, emotionally, physically Feeling useless, every second of every minute of every hour all the time. I can't think straight, thoughts all over the place. Feeling Numb, no feelings no pain no hunger, only numbness, emotionless. Regret, feeling shame, being judged, manipulated and used. What can i do .Nothing. I have no use, use me, drain me, break me, manipulate me. No feelings, no shame, no pain. Being human is a shame.