Buried Feelings

There is so much inside me that I want to share, but I have never found someone I truly felt comfortable opening up to. The reason is that once, I tried sharing something personal, and I already experienced the consequences of it. Now, whenever I think about opening up to someone again, these thoughts hold me back: What if they tell someone else about this side of me? What if they find me cringe? What if they laugh at me? Because of these fears, I have never been able to share those things with anyone again. I hope someday I find someone like that...