"burden"

You don't like whom I've become Only want me when am numb What happened to the life we planned..? Once solid, now its shattered, unmanned I've got a garden fullnof buried souls, I don't think u can handle them, these hidden tolls... A million reasons hidden deep, Guarded secrets I must keep, Don't get me started..... Now too depressing to be around, U say... Being friend with me is just " too hard" Behind a smile a heavy mask Danger in expressing, Safety in suppressing, Burying broken parts, Hiding my fractured heart. The more I speak the more I gwt left behind., A weight too heavy, a burden undefined, Spill my soul, watch them flee Am too much, to heavy to be. My story makes u turn away, Bravely feels like the price I pay, Your disbelief cuts like a knife, Leaving craters , shaping my life What's the worth of truth I'd it's disregarded , My cries for help remain uncharted, Don't want anyone to drown with me... I'll lose everyone if am not fake, le me be Rather die than let u see me break, Am too heavy ,A burden to stake