Bullies and self-harm

I self-harmed. Is that so hard to hear? The pain and sorrow you put me through. Listening to the silence till they walked in and laughed at me. Every day, I was bullied. When I walked home, I always would lock myself in the bathroom, cutting and bleeding myself till I scard. My family noticed that I did those horrible stuff to myself! they took the blade, but guess what... I stole a pencil sharpener and scard myself badly.