Broken wishing well

I'll toss my wishes into a well that's already broken I'll wish on a star that will just die It hurts to hear that i've turned into someone else when i've js been hurting on the inside Trapped behind imaginary bars stuck in a mental prison it feels like the walls are closing in Like I'm dying slowly hearing voices in my head like i'm messed up It's been over between me and her and i'm still fucked up I lay in bed yelling at my ceiling like it's to blame for all my pain up down motionsick right, left, left, right dizzy nausea sometimes I want to die why do i feel this way I'm just a kid so why is my wishing well already damaged