Broken wings pg4

Broken wings, broken wings , I'm never going to find the connection, I gave and have given to the ones ,who took me for granted , abused my , soul over ,and over again, the prayer ,the hope, the belief ,of me getting the message to sink , for you to finally be complete, not empty, to feel the emotions you needed to feel, to eliminate the negativity, and live in the happiness, and be the person I see that you were meant to be , the someone., that one, that truly has meaning and that is so well adored , he doesn't bother to see , what I'm giving my all to , to help gain the lost , youve been dwelling in ,all alone , you waged war , a battle that cannot be conquered , in the state of negativity, tired , not in full health , with the strength to cast out that evil ,serpent sucking out all truth with lies the deceiver of all king of manipulation and the , ruler of all the evil beasts that are in his same category, of his mission to rule over , God's precious peace, I give in take me away ,I'm exhausted of tryn to be , what I know can be what you were in dire need ,.......I'm sorry, father please forgive me I failed in saving the one who I had a deep connection of adverse love for that I thought