Broken love

And just like that, I lost every right without being given an option. The right to him. The right to his body. The right to have a say as a partner if I was considered as such. The right to love as a partner. The right to make future plans and automatically think about include him as my partner. The gift of love was something I was grateful for but it's funny realizing I was grateful for what wasn't actually mine. "I understand you don't want me". I replied. But deep down I wanted to scream "ITS ME, THE ONE YOU HAVE ALWAYS LOVED"